You must have been used to others calling you that and not with your first name. This tag given to you by the institution of marriage has somewhat faded your identity. wherever you go, this tag never leaves you. i know you wish sometimes that you were the same carefree maiden, with your own identity doing whatever pleased you. such is the irony of the institution of marriage, for some all it provides is love, comfort and continuity of the family name and race. while for others, it is a tag which one has to carry their whole life forgetting on the way who they really were. And that tag being Mrs.
hope you will not just be what you are right now and will take a step further to make your voice known, to establish your voice again in this world.